TWILIGHT

i recommend the movie for those who believe that love conquers all...i watched the movie last night and sitting on the stairs of the movie house was worth it. the movie is about two entirely different individuals who basically fall in love with each other. bella and edward are two characters who were really given justice by the two lead stars (don't know their names sorry). the acting was good enough to feel their emotions and really connect to me. and the cinematography, it's so brilliant!the shots were so amazing. the simplicity of the story itself gave the movie the 5 star it deserve. i just don't like the make up of the collins specially on the 1st part of the movie, it's too white on the screen. but since they have a different characters, it's forgivable. all in all, i fell in love with the way how love, trust and acceptance were given justice in the film TWILIGHT...

diff. thoughts...

it's a cold morning...which indicates that christmas is fast approaching. and i still don't have any gift to give! today is such a good day to go to the mall and shop but unfortunately we have a production meeting...again! i just hope we could finish early so that i can still have time to make "gala"!...

anyway, last night was so exhausting!i cried and cried and cried...it was so frustrating.i don't know. last night, all my emotions came out of my system and exploded like a bomb.that's why i had a terrible night, i didn't get a nice sleep,my eyes were so swollen!good thing that i don't have a class today.at least i can be "free" from the questions of my classmates!crying sucks!

it's our monthsary today!hurray!=)

busy day...

hurray!my smart bro is finally working!gosh.i thought i would not be able to use it for a long time huh...anyway, my day was so tiring. we had a meeting (again!) for our television production. the sched is so hectic!and i'm kinda feeling the pressure 'cause i'm the technical director, meaning i really wouldn't know if my work is okay until the day of the production. So i'm a little worried. i just hope that we will be given enough spare time to practice what i'm gonna do before the live presentation. it's my first time to be a technical person, so the pressure really eats me! but i chose that position,well, to also challenge myself. you know, i'm always the talent or Personal assistant during our past prods, so i would like to experience how it is to be on the "technical side" of a production. it's a good thing to be able to experience different positions and eventually learn something from it because in the real world, you don't know what's coming for you...

Peace = Love

For 3 years and 5 months of being together, I’ve realized that love really conquers all. It might sound cheesy, but it’s the truth. Being in a relationship that was tested enough by faith and time, I can say that love really brings out the peace not only to the two of us individually but also to the relationship as well.

It’s not easy to just wake up one day realizing that your partner is way too far that the only thing you can do is think of him and cry for the next two hours. But I guess, based on my experience itself, absence makes the heart go fonder. I mean, so what if were not together, so what if we can’t see each other often? As long as we both know within ourselves that we still feel the same, that we still trust each other, that we still love each other, we can conquer the situation.

Of course, there were times when I almost gave up on him, on our relationship. There were so many questions, fear and doubt that I thought I couldn’t handle that time. It’s like I felt that we can’t survive that kind of relationship. But again, love really did its purpose: to guide, protect and save a relationship.

So now, we are still together. I will not say that our relationship is perfect, because it’s not. There are still some issues and problems arising from time to time, but the good thing is, at the end of the day, we’re able to talk and settle these circumstances, out of respect and love for each other. That’s why I believe that a good relationship is not founded on who the person you are with but to what that person is. That a relationship is not just a relationship but it’s a commitment by two individuals bounded by one purpose: to love one another so as to fulfill the peace that it will bring.

unique love story…

It all started w/ a mystery no. calling in my cellphone 1 night of Dec., year 2004. I’m not fond of answering calls from #’s not saved in my cp but I got curious to that particular #, so I answered it. And thank God! It marked the beginning of a wonderful journey between two person’s in love…

Months passed… Texting, calling and if lucky enough, we go out together. I thought that the journey will stay smooth as silk but I was wrong… The day came when I got confused whether I should follow my heart & accept him into my life or just let go of the feelings & value what other people say… It’s such a hard decision to make… It’s my friend’s feelings vs mine…

So one night, to his surprise(I guess), I texted him saying that we can’t continue our friendship into something deeper & magical… It really, really hurt us both but I’m glad that he respected my decision…

Weeks passed w/o messages or even missed calls… I really felt bad but I thought it’s my fault, I pushed him away… I set my mind that it’s over, that our story will not have a happy ending… But I was wrong… I guess we’re meant to be together…

So on May 6, 2005, two hearts destined to become one… Months are not enough, still, we’re discovering & learning things ’bout each other… and I’m glad that we’re making this relationship work… we hope that it will continue to grow & last…

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